Unfinished Business

         

             No matter how long you've been together, no matter how tight you held someone, and how much you've sacrifice for one person if you're not destined for each other you'll never be the right person to him. It has been three years since we broke up but until now..I'm still bothered about yesterday :(

             It's been three years but it still hurts.
             It's been three years I still remember him..
 It was hard to me letting him go, so hard that until now it hurts me a lot. I may be living the opposite life that I wanted it was because of the choices I made for him. Throughout these years he's all that I thought every night. How was his life without me? Does he still thinking about me? but of course my answer is no! he never thought of me, he never wanted to ask me how I was living without him. My sacrifices for him has been useless, I give him all that I have but he took me for granted. Like every other women in the world we always thought about the future but that was out of his mind, I admit that I can't forgive him for all the things that he'd done in my Life. He ruined my life.

                All this time I was waiting for him to come to me and talk about the past but still he didn't try.
Until the time comes that I was tired of waiting and I need to move on with my life. I can't wait too long..
It was unforgettable and unforgivable but I can't blame him it was all my fault and I did those decision alone without asking some people's advice.

               Last night while I was thinking about him a friend sent me a message which says,

" If you want to be happy for a moment take revenge, but if you want to be happy for a lifetime, then grant FORGIVENESS....."


              So I realized that time will heal those wounds that he left me..
              and in the right time I may have forgive him and forgive myself :)